not angry. but sad.
♥ 2:41 PM
hi. you are not seeing things~
yes. im blogging at such timing! haha.
well.. i actually cant get to sleep last night.
so i wanted to start studying for my poa~
but.. bad mood leads to drinking!!!
sooo.. i drank vodka with jy at home!
i still so want to drink la~ haha.
dont ask me why. because.... no reason.
so instead of studying for my poa~ me and jy had a chat.
ahh... girls~ next time.. if there's anything~
please tell me. whether or not it will hurt me badly~
just tell me. dont hide anything from me yeah?
you guys know that you are the minority that i can trust.
so please tell me everything! ahhh~
with lots of reasons~ i cried for like nearly 1hr?
haha. how dumb right? im suppose to study for poa isnt it?
haha~ soo too much crying leads to swollen eyes today~
cant even get my contact lens into my eyes know?! HAHA!
im just feeling so emo for yesterday la~
many things happened in my life...
you will never know how i feel when all those shits are happening on me! damn!
i just realised.. its very hard for me to trust a person wholeheartedly~
many incidents~ brought me to who i am now.
i tried~ i gave my best to trust those whom im suppose to.
but.. the impact hurts the worst.
its not easy for you to trust a person too. right?
but i chose to believe in you.. and i hope i wont regret.
i love you. i believe you.
nevermind. its ok. its ok.
ahh! i so want to drink!
totally have no mood to study for any tests tml!
but you know. i have 2 of them tml~
ahh! i want wednesday to come sooon!
oh. i bought a phonecard.
so i hope im able to use it soon!
i love you. know?
☆ left it here.
