Pardon me for my emo-ness.
♥ 12:43 AM
Many things happened in my life though~
My life have been changing ever since the start of 2oo8.
Everything hasnt been normal already.
I wanted to stay as happy as before~
But unfortunately i cant.
Knowing the consequences beforehand seriously sucks.
It has always been like this~
To be frank, I have gone through this utter times already.
But i kept thinking that time will change everything.
And make all the impossibles possible~
However, im just so wrong.
Time and time again i tell myself, "its not your fault."
But come to think of it, im just so naive.
I know you people will say that im thinking too much.
But thats just my way of beliving things, just like how you believe in your god.
I might be superstitious in this thing, but seriously its no joke.
My friends would know how much my sixth-sense can be true, yeah?
Ah. Somehow i just think, probably we should just give it a try again.
And see if its really what it's suppose to be fated.
Just let fate decides everything.
I start to believe in fate just when my life changes in poly.
This is how much my life changes.
Probably changing into another brand new me doesnt helps.
Probably i was wrong to show my true-self from the start of everything.
Probably if im just like the way you guys behaved, i will be happier.
Probably if im more determined in my decisions, i will be happier.
Perhaps, i should just be a selfish person.
Another issue, that happens a few hours ago.
Well~ i just want to say.
If you just damn bloody treat me as an invisible person.
Then dont blame me for making it hard.
I wouldnt want this to happen.
But thats what you bring me to it.
I have had enough of ur fake-ness.
Or perhaps, just everyone in my life are so fake.
No comments for you already. Damn.
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GAH. I shant let all these emotions bother me.
Like what BFF says~ "Just be your normal-self!"
And my normal-self is to laugh and joke as much as i can.
Bringing damn lots of laughters to my mates!
Isnt that what i always do? yeah? (:
Just here to share one very good news.
And that is... My shinya's present's acknowledgement slip arrived!
Well~ No signature, only date. *still figuring whether isit shinya's handwriting~ :/*
But there's this little half-chopped RED CHOP.
With only half a 口 and a 内 visible~~
So i start to wonder.... whether isit 谷内!!!!
Cos. it doesnt appear on sis's acknowledgement slip you see~ :/
I just so hope it is 谷内 la hor!? or i just take it as it is la hor!?
Thats just to make my black-and-white life more colourful. (:
Anw, i just hope that my lovely mr taniuchi shinya has received his present from me!
Gotta write in fullname~ cos.. there's too many shinya(s) in my life now.
Okay. Its late at night already. Goodnight everyone.
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
☆ left it here.