Well~ i feel that.. i need to post something today~ but i just dont know what to post~ because basically i nua-ed the whole day at home! haha!
AH! I just feel like hugging the two of you right now! Well~ because im in a happy state~ so i dont wish to see anyone of you in a bad state ok~ please live everyday of yours to the fullest! ^^ remember! i will always love the both of you! as well as the others! haha! Lets go and eat ma la guo someday okay!? *sorry~ just my craving over it! HAHA* ohyah! and jang won of course! my cravings! ^^
ah! one more thing! im so into going to col's hse to drink & watch dvds overnight! ^^ when will it be!? faster plan!~ HAHA! nothing much! ^^ byeeeeeeeeee! (:
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Thursday, November 26, 2009;
MY HAVOC NIGHT! ^^
♥ 8:38 PM
HELLO! ^^ I told you yesterday was a self-declared holiday?! Soo before the night i was actually watching all the concerts with jy! HAHA! yes~ Lead~ NewS! ^^ I seriously think~ I STILL LOVE THEM! ^^ Share with you! My forever love! Lead - Thanks For..
Haha. Soo. we went to party!! ah. supposed to have went for an interview~ but it just screwed up somehow~ so we gave it a miss!
Headed to PS to watch GOKUSEN the movie!!
HAHA! Non-stop screaming in the cinemas for everyone! ^^ I love kame~ i love narimiya~ i love oguri~ *screams!!* Anw. i seriously think that its worth watching! haha! After that went to ikoma to register for lessons! We did this placement test thingy~ OHNO! Seriously is cannot talk cannot read! =.= Aiyo~ but nevermind la! registered already! ^^
Dinner was at Fep~ haiyo~ we tried for like an hour to call my boy la! but then ah~ in the end the reception sucks! tsk! so for now.. i still thinks that my omnia is good! the net is always your bestfriend! haha! ^^
Headed to party after that when we were in a quite tiring mode?! haha! dblO has this age restriction for wednesday nights~ gah! why am i not above 20!? damn! Soo.. we went to clarke quay instead! ^^ a place full of memoriess! Club hopped from Arena to Zicar to Lunar to Rebel~
Best place is still Arena~ but im happy that i went into Lunar?! Cos 棒棒堂 was once there before! and i cant get in know! ^^ But i think its to my liking? cos.. maybe its so chinese la~ =.= Ermm.. is there japanese club in singapore? HAHA!
Drinking was cool~ haha. but i seriously didnt drink alot! i swear! just that my head just aches~ haha! =x ohyah! there's this point of time where i feel damn emo! haiyo~ people is get high after drinking.. im emo!? but there's also this point of time when im high ok! haha!
Pictures Timeeee! ^^ At Arena! Haha. Can you see what me and col are trying to imply!? (:
I think we are starting to get high already.
Share with you! ^^
I love you guys!! ^^
(^o^)!
Picture discussion! Tell me what can you see from this picture?! haha!
ZIRCA! #1. I somehow ran out of captions already! haha!
#2.
#3.
#4. Signature pose! ahh! i wish to do this to them again! (:
LUNAR! We think that the background is damn nice! ^^
Toilets are the best place to take pictures!? I love you la ass! HAHA!
#1.
#2. Somehow already awaken from the red-ness in me?! haha!
#3. I love this! though its blur~
Haha. Unfortunately we didnt take any photo at ReBel~ Cos.. i think there is not fun at all! haha! After all the clubbings~ we went to this sit down at a nearby bridge~ Bought carlsberg to drink again~ I told you la~ i seriously never drink much! haha! We chatted alot by then~ well~ we are not living in the past~ we just love to keep happy memories! (: Next time i shall bring my boy there if he wants.. or if i have the chance to! haha!
Reached home at 5am~ Woke up at 9am~ woots! Thankgod today's lessons lasted for 2hrs nia~ So. went to meet mom for lunch and headed home for a nap! Now im so energetic! wooohoo! ^^ Im loving my boy even more now! No hiding of our feelings in future! (: I LOVE YOU! ^^ haha! im crazy la hor~
Ok la! Thats all la! ^^ Time check. 10.48pm! Wow. i took 2hours to post this entry! byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
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Tuesday, November 24, 2009;
I AM SO FORTUNATE TO KNOW YOU! ^^
♥ 10:55 PM
woohooo!!! im home very early today ne~~ ^^ oh! first thing i want to share is.... i think its damn eerie to know a person for 13years going to 14 la! =x you know when this person is looking at you from a far distance~ you can actually feel it!? oh my god! and when you are staring at this person~ this person can feel it too! damn! this is so eeeeeeeerriee la! HAHA. so next time~ please scream at me ok!? haha!
anw~ tml is a self-declared holiday!! ^^ no lessons! so.. no school! HAHA. and thursday going school for 3 lessons~ then fri-sun NO SCHOOL AGAIN! ^^ i so dont feel like going to school on thurs~ HAHA!
wahaha! so since tml is a holiday~ im going out to party! ^^ gokusen the movie~ HERE I COMEEE! haha! and might be going for some drinking at night~ I PROMISE! I WILL BE GOOD TML! (: so. dont worry ok!? ^^
oh my god! my mood is super good today la! because why...? no reason! haha! anw. i seriously hope i can relax tml and enjoy! hm. im going to bed soon also~? like so early~ haha! because i have no business online already~ hahaha! ohyah! i've got an interview tml too! hm. wish me and col luck okay!
okay la. i so want to get to bed now! goooooooood night!!! ^^ I LOVE YOU! byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! (:
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Monday, November 23, 2009;
MY BF IS SO CUTEEEEE!!! (:
♥ 11:57 PM
yoohoo! Im home! well.. today's mood is totally awesome! (: but im damn tiring now la~ haha.
monday is always a long day for me~ i was late in meeting lily today~ but.. thats becos i went to get her that chewy junior that she wants~ sooo im late in meeting her! not late for lessons ok!? haha! had poa & os tests today.. can do~ but dont know can pass not~ :/ ahh! i think that os tests is hilarious! (: meeting nice people around is niceeee! ^^
so me and lily work hard for our dmid microsite during our break! haha! unfortunately~ my teacher wasnt killed?! haha! so i still have to attend my night lessons! haha! me and lily continued to finish up our microsite! and yes! Im so proud of the two of us! we managed to finish it and submit!! ^^ but we are so brain dead after that la! haha!
suddenly we have this craving to eat soupy stuffs! so we went to fork&spoon at tpy to eat ban mian! (: haha! reward ourselves with nice food! ohyah! i managed to know auntie sabidah already! HI!!! ^^
gah~ i actually forgot to check my phone la~ sorry! but i damn have this feeling that my phone will ring anytime~ so i put it inside my pocket instead of bag! ^^ and yes! it rang! (: hahahahhaa! hm. through problems we encounter~ we will grow and love each other more! (: ahh! i love you so much luh! ^^
so sorry that monday is always a long day for me! i shall be home early tml! ^^
oh! here are some pictures that i took using lily's cam on friday~ when we were working hard on dmid! haha! YIU EH SAYS HI!!!! ^^
HAHA! I have been facing this girl for like 24hours?! haha!
HAR?! Who got this girl so crazy!? HAHA!
YIU EH SAYS BYE! ^^
HMM! Im praying hard for your return~ Though i wish that you will have a better future~ ah! so having mixed feelings now! ><
okay la! im sleepy already! good night! ^^ I LOVE YOU! byeeeeee! (:
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Sunday, November 22, 2009;
not angry. but sad.
♥ 2:41 PM
hi. you are not seeing things~ yes. im blogging at such timing! haha. well.. i actually cant get to sleep last night. so i wanted to start studying for my poa~ but.. bad mood leads to drinking!!! sooo.. i drank vodka with jy at home!
i still so want to drink la~ haha. dont ask me why. because.... no reason. so instead of studying for my poa~ me and jy had a chat. ahh... girls~ next time.. if there's anything~ please tell me. whether or not it will hurt me badly~ just tell me. dont hide anything from me yeah? you guys know that you are the minority that i can trust. so please tell me everything! ahhh~
with lots of reasons~ i cried for like nearly 1hr? haha. how dumb right? im suppose to study for poa isnt it? haha~ soo too much crying leads to swollen eyes today~ cant even get my contact lens into my eyes know?! HAHA! im just feeling so emo for yesterday la~ many things happened in my life... you will never know how i feel when all those shits are happening on me! damn!
i just realised.. its very hard for me to trust a person wholeheartedly~ many incidents~ brought me to who i am now. i tried~ i gave my best to trust those whom im suppose to. but.. the impact hurts the worst. its not easy for you to trust a person too. right? but i chose to believe in you.. and i hope i wont regret. i love you. i believe you.
nevermind. its ok. its ok. ahh! i so want to drink! totally have no mood to study for any tests tml! but you know. i have 2 of them tml~ ahh! i want wednesday to come sooon!
oh. i bought a phonecard. so i hope im able to use it soon! i love you. know?
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Saturday, November 21, 2009;
i want you to tell me nothing but the truth.
♥ 5:08 PM
hello! (: i forgot to blog about ytd when i reach home. soo.. i shall post now okay! well~ i shall start with something happy before i start to emo again! haha. hm. ytd stayed in school to do a lil of dmid. gah. me and lily is going to die soon la! no more brain juice! then shafiqah and yasmin came! (: more whitley-ians i know now! haha! first time for chillifiqah to meet shafiqah know! (: whitley-ians are seriously nice people know! (:
Anw. after that left for PS to meet claudia&jy. haha! we went to eat ajisen! (:
then col came! wahaha! i love them la! (: after meals~ met up with fang and aloy! woots! starbucks for a while after that~ haaha! gah! so long since the 6 of us last met? haha. i just simply love them alot la! (: lets meet up again soon okay! (:
------------------------------------------------------------------------- well~ i seriously have this damn feeling to post something that make me furious~ gah. i know you seriously hate me to the core or you just simply dont like me la~ i dont need you to fake a smile in front of me or whatsoever. you just have to tell me right at my face and i will not bother you again. if you got anything not happy about me~ just tell me straight at my face. dont hurt my friends behind my back okay. -------------------------------------------------------------------------
haha~ i know there will be people who dont understand what i am writing right?? its meant to be not understandable by you! haha. ahhh! i am feeling emo now! i cant stop myself from not seeing that. gah! need a shoulder for me to cry on! gah. it should be a nice weekend resting at home isnt it? hm. nothing else to talk already. bye.
*edited* during dinner time~ i just burnt my damn finger! and its frigging pain now! ahhh! as pain as my heart! shit. thank god. its left hand.
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Thursday, November 19, 2009;
お帰り!
♥ 12:00 AM
hahaha! seriously i feel that im the happiest girl on earth now la! (: who can stop me from stalking in front of my computer?! haha. i seriously thank god my phone can use internet la! (: if no computer~ at least i got my phoneeee!! anyway! i think im seriously crazy! (: i cant see my eyes now~ because im smiling like no other business! haha.
hm! i was early for school today ok! (: so proud of myself! haha. sweng was really hard work for me and theresa~ ah! WELL DONE WOMAN! WE DID IT! (:
nothing much for today though. (: because my main motive is to reach home as early as possible! (: ahhhh~ i cant stop myself from smiling and laughing now! please tell me my aura is red red red and red! (: ahhh!! boy i love you sooooooo much!!! (: like i always tell lily~ my boy is so cuteeeeee! (:
GAH. im crazy~ i admit! (: hm. think thats all about today! (: i need to go sleep early~ if not tml cannot wake up! (: Darling, i love you la! byeeeeeeeeeee! (:
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Tuesday, November 17, 2009;
TRUST IS THE WORDD!! (:
♥ 11:38 PM
wahwah! its soooo late now~ and i haven even started studying my .net test~ which is tml~ hahahah! i seriously got no mood to study now la! >< i love to stalk in front of my computer now! (: and of course staring at my phone! haha! when it just ring~ i will be damn happy! haha!! ^^
i might not be able to do things that others can~ but i hope you believe that the heart in me is true. i might not be able to say those mushy things easily. but i hope you believe that i seriously love you with all my heart. i might not be as good as others do. but i hope that the first person that always come to your mind is me. i might not be the best girl you meet in your life. but i hope i can be one. ---------------------------------------------------------------------- Dang! Before 6pm today~ i was still having this damn mood! >< i hate it when i see alot of fake people in the world! i hate it when there's lots of arrows shooting here and there! if you seriously hate me to the core. then.. tell me. gah! i dislike this kind of things to happen! >< ----------------------------------------------------------------------
enough of today. i need to go and study! okay la. goooooood night! (: i love you! byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!
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Monday, November 16, 2009;
I MISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS YOU! ):
♥ 12:44 AM
AHHHH! Just let me vent my frustrations at one go ok!? Im so tired already la! why is everything happening on week5!? So much school work seriously sucks! >< tests.. assignments.. presentations... projects... OHNO! i cant imagine what is going to happen to my week5! >< Emotionally.. Mentally.. Physically.. im tired. Hadnt been so stress over work already. GAH. AHHH! I so dont want to go school tml la! Who can get me an airticket?! >< TSK! OMG! i so need to cry now la!!!!!!!!! ><
During the travelling journey today.. my mood suddenly went down. ): i dont know why.. but just feel so down. suddenly feel that my heart just stop beating~ =.= i hate going to airport! >< i hope the next time im going will be for happy things! (: you are the only thing that make me smile! (:
im sorry. but i think im too stress over school work. i just wish that dec holidays will be here real fast! ahhhhhhhhhhhh! okay la. i shall go and cry to sleep now! HAHA. hm. byeeeeeeee!
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Sunday, November 15, 2009;
たいせつなの人!!!!!!!!
♥ 12:00 AM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEISONG! (: *hope all you wishes will come true! aiyo~ so old liao?! haha! *
Hello!! well~ many things happened this weekend~ happy things.. sad things... angry things... whatever la! but i just choose to remember the happy ones! (: smiling is the most important thing on earth isnt it?! hahaha!
im seriously very happy! thanks to all the kind people out there!!! (: just cant wait to share my happiness with you! (: and soooo just nice~ my phone rang!!! ^^ im so glad that you've called me! (: but im so sorry that i wasnt home early today. ): SORRY! you know that i love you right! ^^ i promise i will definitely try my best to give u a call tml! so please wait! I PROMISE!!! ^^
---------------------------------------------------------------------- sometimes~ when sad things really came to your mind~ you can never stop thinking of it. but come to think of it again~ its so silly. just close your eyes and forget everything that you see~ its no longer important already. its a promise that there will be no more sad faces~ but only smiles and stupid faces!
endure girl~ this is just the start of it. there will be more to come for sure. you can do it for sure! work hard! ----------------------------------------------------------------------
ahhhh! enough of stupid nonsenses! im going to be a good girl and go to bed early! (: ohyah! the zip of my wallet just spoilt la! >< need to change to a new one already~ :/ bad bad bad! okay la. goooooooooood nightttttttttttttttttttttt! (: byeeeee!!
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Thursday, November 12, 2009;
Enjoying the very last bit of time with you! (:
♥ 1:38 AM
ohno! im seriously so brain dead now! i think that our group is so gonna screw up our presentation tml la! >< come on, boon and sa! we can do it okay! (: we seriously need somethings to boast our confident level! COME ON! WE CAN DO IT! ((:
anw. my happiest time is to hang out with my love ones! (: went to meet col and jy today! (: i feel so sad that they almost outcasted me! but they dint! ((: i know they still love me! and i love you guys too! (:
hm. i just cant wait for tml's presentation to be over! i need to be well-entertained! hahaha! GAH! i need to go to bed now! very tired! Dont know whether can i wake up tml!~~!!! I dont want to be late for lessons again! >< okay. thats all for today! byeeeeeeee! (:
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Tuesday, November 10, 2009;
i love you so much, my boy! (:
♥ 2:41 AM
Though i know its very late now! and i promise to rest early and be a good girl~ but i have still decided to blog on this special day okay! (:
oh! i thought today will be a bad day at first~ cos i woke up late and missed the stop~ but.... it turned out to be marvellous towards the end! (:
gah!! who can i share my joy with!? haha! you guys must be thinking that... "i must be crazy!?" YES I AM! (: okay... i shall prepare my speech someday! =x im so delighted to hear of this good piece of news! (: OHNO!!! IM JUST SO HAPPY! (: AHH! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! =x
yes. im going to bed soon before lily starts to nag at me for not going to school early! =x hahaha! gooooooooood night! (: bye!
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Monday, November 9, 2009;
i will be right here, at the same place awaiting for your return.
♥ 10:45 PM
well~ once again i need to say... im so sorry to my love ones! forgive me if anything is going to happen okay! (:
ah! i think i wasted my time going for school today! >< the only class i remember attending was.... .Net~ GAH. night class is boringggg!!! >< my heart and soul are not with me for the whole day la! haha.
gah. i need to work on project for today! tml's training match! (: and im so looking forward to it! haha. i hope tml will be a smooth day. (:
----------------------------------------------------------------- hm. i will trust you for the rest of my life now. this is a promise to you. for now, understanding you is my task.
i know there are alot of problems we are facing, awaiting us. but please have faith in me that we will overcome all the problems and last long. the word is forever. trust me. i love you. ------------------------------------------------------------------
goodnight everyone. i hope tml will be as happy as ever! bye! (:
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Sunday, November 8, 2009;
i love you! (:
♥ 10:44 PM
GAH! currently i have no reasons for me to be emo. my aura is red? like what jy tells me. but im very sorry to the people close to me. im seriously very sorry. i hope you guys can understand me.
Hm.. my feelings for now?? thanks for everything that you have done. thanks for all the fun and laughters that you gave me. thanks for your...... ah! THANKS LA! =x
yesterday was albi's last match of the season~
*see my favourites?! haha! * aww! i think im gonna miss them alot!!! i just wish that whole team can stay la! >< well~ i think that my favourite player1 have did well yesterday okay! sooo please dont feel sad anymore! i will support you! (:
Took picture with kuni-san! (:
haha. went to drink again yesterday! (: 庆功宴 for us know?!
MAMA's CARIBBEAN is not bad?! 2jugs and 1tower makes people go zzz! lols. but i seriously think im allergic to beer! >< my skin will become so rough after i drank beer! WHY!? haha. but i wont stop myself from drinking beer! (: i dint get drunk though! not like someone! LOL! GAH! we left like around 7plus am?! LOL! how smart right? haha. we can even take train home! haha.
AH! for now. there's just one issue in my mind! i so want to learn japanese la!!!!! >< just by listening doesnt help know!? you need to know how to speak and read!? why isnt the school calling me yet?! i want to understand every single word!!! >< i promise i will learn very hard for japanese!! (:
Oh! there's school tml! >< im waiting for tuesday to come! haha! (: yes. thats all. good night (:
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Friday, November 6, 2009;
bring me back to the day we met each other.
♥ 1:36 AM
ALOOOOHA! (: thanks lily for the morning call today~ if not dont think i can wake up! haha. lessons start as early as 9am >< means i have to wake up at 7am~ zzz! ohno. thank god i managed to wake up.
.Net practical today was finally still not bad~ (: at least the tutor is teaching something~ thought its fast. but i think i learned something.?
met jy after school.. and after her lessons. (: mac is a new slacking place for us! (: lets go and chitchat again someday! (:
AHH! Stop telling me 16th nov is drawing near! >< AHH! Stop telling me that you are going back soon! >< AHH!!!!! It will just make me go down down down okay! ><
"We can't gain if we can't let go. There's no love without tears, there's no happiness with sacrifice, and there's no forever without goodbyes...."
hais. i think... i need to learn how to treasure the happiest moment. and let go when time comes. ahhh!!!! stop being so emotional, girl~
hahahaha! i forgot i promise to be a good and happy girl! okayokay. no more emo for now! tomorrow's finally match day! (: please work hard for tomorrow!! im going to scream out loud to support you guys! (: JIAYOU! (:
yes. thats all for today. goodnight. byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! (:
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Thursday, November 5, 2009;
TEN MORE DAYS. )):
♥ 11:59 PM
Hellooooo!! (:
*random pictures we took yesterday at starbucks! (: do i look stupid enough? HAHA.* im home early as usual for every thursday~ oh! today i woke up late!! >< and i actually msg the wrong person~ gim im sorry! haha! i still managed to reach school earlier than lily! (: i went to sleep the moment i reach home! hahaha! i need to catch some sleeps la~ im very tired these days~ zzz~ oh! and thanks to the sleep~ col~ those things on my face disappear!! but.. those on my arms.... still there~~~ urgh!? >< i seriously think im allergy to beer lor!? tsktsk~ but... i so want to go and drink again! maybe im just so stress this few days over school work and life! (: drinking will make one relax~~ haha!
okay. there's school tml~ OHNO! but but but... SATURDAY WILL BE HERE SOON! (: lalalalalala~~ why i suddenly so happy?! maybe is germs from jy~ lols. yeaho! thats all for today~ seeeeee you sooooooooon! (: byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!! (:
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Wednesday, November 4, 2009;
thanks for my dream come true.
♥ 9:42 PM
3rd nov - HAPPY BIRTHDAY NISHIKIDO RYO! (: so sorry~ but albi is more important~ x= 4th nov - HAPPY BIRTHDAY AH QIANG! (: im so happy to see you outside school today! like so long since we last see each other! (:
well.. below will be a very long post. soo.. please bear with me! (:
yeah. tuesday was albi's last home match~ ): but!! the score was 3-0! (: albirex rocks! i love you guys! (: first goal scored by shimono! second goal by kishida! third goal by matsuken! haha! seeeee~ i told you they rocks! (:
went to took pictures with them at the pitch! yesyes. my favourite player1 and my favourite player2!! (: thanks for giving me my dreams come true! (: i just simply love them la! (: they made me smile till my eyes go smaller and smaller~ haha. well.. but like i always say.. happy moments wont last forever. the only thing that i can do, is to treasure now. (:
well~ i just so want to brush up my language la! i want to be able to communicate with them better la! tsk. if i hadnt stop brushing up since the last time.. maybe now the situation will be different~
Pictures taken! (: I love you girls! (:
No.4 Park (:
No.21 Kishida (:
No.16 Shinya (:
No.22 Jun (:
No.18 Taisuke (:
No.7 Kazu (:
No.11 Nao (:
No.1 Yocchi (:
No.3 Matsu (:
No.10 Ken (:
Ohizumi-san (:
ah. i slept for barely 2hrs ytd~ haha. im sorry if i lied! =x thankgod. i managed to go school today. (: cause i think im too happy over stuffs and cant get back to sleep already! now.. my eyes like cannot even open already! ahh. i want to sleep uh! =x
ohyeah. met col and jy today. (: dint catch 'this is it' because of some reasons~ hor col! =x then we went to drink at starbucks again. i tried new drink today. ICE CARAMEL MACCHIATO. (:
not as nice as i thought. i still think that the hot one is nicer! :/ we took alot of pictures at starbucks..
but im lazy to post all here~ so sorry~ haha.
we headed to orchard central after that.
our first time visiting there~ and i love the rooftop garden!
*HELLO!??!? HAHA!!!* its simply a nice place for people to emo! =x sooo.. next time if you guys can find me. please go there okay! (: haha. i so want to go there again! (:
then we headed to JANG WON! (:
so long since i last went there! haha. i miss all the food there la~ and of course the nice ambience. (: for all i know. all my memories there are very nice with friends! haha. lets go there again soooon uh! (: From this...
To this...
And this!!! haha. im so happy that i managed to finish it.. with the help of them though =x
haiyo~ im still trying to adapt to such situation~ a situation that i will cry less and be happier! i promise i will show my sweetest, cutest and ugliest face towards people now! (: i will definitely be good and stay happy! (: no more sad faces from me i promise! =x nono! i mean.. i will try my best! =x haha. at least.. for now. i wont be emo okay! (:
anyway. tml is another school day~ i cant wait for saturday to come! (: RHB Cup 3rd & 4th placing~~! im so gonna wear casually there? =x HAHA. yes. i hadnt been sleeping for the pass.. 30plus hrs. time to go to bed! everyone please go and sleep also okay! (: byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! (:
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Monday, November 2, 2009;
i hope for a better life for tml.
♥ 12:49 AM
sara's birthday party on 31nov. loves camwhoring at ecp beach in the night. screaming towards the sea for adachihara is cool. screaming towards the sky for taka is cool too.
time is seriously an important factor in life. why must it always be us that you let go? if time is really the factor.. then i seriously hope that we've know each other longer..
hais~ life has always been like this for me. no matter how much confident i have.. no matter how good i thought it is.. history will still repeats. i tried not to listen to what the others said. i trusted my own feelings so much.. but it doesnt turn out to what it was. so tell me.. am i wrong to choose this step ever since the first day? i seriously given all my trust out. but.. it doesnt seems worth while.
im so depressed today. monday blues? i dont know. i cried. not because of all the mistakes i made. but because.. deep in my heart.. im seriously very sad. this is the first time.. i cried out loud after so long.. i know. i will feel better like this.
anw. tml is drawing near. plans cancelled for drinking session at night. sad though ): i hope we can still see each other.. before the day comes.. lets keep all this memories together happily. i hope tml will be a smooth day. i definitely want to take a nice picture with my favourite player2!
yes. i've finished with my nags. thats all for today. enough of nonsenses. bye.
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