my emo days are back.
♥ 11:38 PM
林家緯 小馬， 生日快乐~！！
你真的不是circus里最不红的！
加油！！
yeah people~ im back from school~
today is basically the first day of school~
and im damn tired~ zzzz~
slept at arnd 2plus 3am last night~
woke up and 8plus 9 today~ YAWNS.
and i have to stay awake from 12-8.30pm~
zzz! night class in the first day of school is seriously no cool!
plus.. the tutor today is zzz!
dragged till 9plus! tsk. im tired.
but after that still make my way down to town.
then head home.
im very tired now.
sick and tired of all the things in my life~
we might be cheerful in front of you~
but deep inside us~ are the darker side of us.
people that know me will definitely know the dark side of me.
i hope i can stay as cool as ever.
but i seriously cant. becos i love the way i bring joy and laughters to others.
just like what others said~ im always a joker that will make people laugh.
but.. i do have my emotions.
i do have sorrows and anger to express.
after all these things~ anger has been appease.
now is just to throw away my sorrows.
i told myself.. i have definitely changed having gone through all these things.
a protection shield covering me~ allowing me not to trust people easily.
i hate people who make used of my trust.
a filter to filter away all the thoughts that i want to say.
i know when to voice out and when not to.
a heart that doesnt trust relationships anymore.
i know the feeling of being outcast, being left alone.
i seriously believe that misunderstanding will leave a scar in any kinds of relationship.
and i do have examples for it.
i've grow. and hope to live everyday to the fullest.
i'll laugh, i'll joke. but nothing can cover the sorrows in me.
just let me break down in the quiet night.
and i will definitely be stronger the next day.
work hard. i know i can do it.
well~ basically just some emotions.
im so sleepy and tired already.
good night people~ and another piece of anger news which is across the whole o8o1~
tml's first lesson is gonna be shit and boredom.
hates it. okay. done.
byeeeeeeeeeee.
☆ left it here.
