今天是一号先生的生日。
♥ 11:21 PM
my feeling suddenly goes down down down.
well.. when one person is sick.. it will lead to emo~
gah. i need a well-planned schedule~ well-planned life.
i hate my messy life, messy schedules.
i hope i can do whatever i want to do.
dont need to think of anyone's feelings.
but... i cant. i have lots of burden on me.
those that others have on them~ are all on me.
somehow i wish.. i wasnt borned that late.
i also hope that i can slack throughout my life.. just like the way others do.
ahh. no rights to say all these.
but just let me nag all these out.
i promise to be fine again soon.
stop telling me whatever things that you know.
you seriously dont know. dont know anything.
why should today be an emo day for me? argh!
i dont know. i need to sort out my thoughts clearly.
i need to cry out badly. thank god i didnt cry in front of mum.
ahhhh! i want a break. seriously need a break.
okay. thats it for today.
bye.
☆ left it here.
